Today I didn’t smoke till the evening, but then I decided to take a smoke since I’m a tobacco addict.
Now it feels good. I did sleep whole day and withdrawal symptoms have kicked in. I told myself that I don’t want to feel it.
You smoke, then the withdrawal kicks in and then you smoke again.
Just like any tobacco addict. Maybe I’ll quit someday but sure not today.
I don’t like smoking. I just like easing my withdrawal symptoms.
I’m sure aware of what I’m doing. Can’t say that I’m not aware. I sure am.
But anyway. I’m going to die anyway either a smoker or either not.
I don’t regret smoking. I regret falling into the trap.