Unawareness continues.

Today I didn’t smoke till the evening, but then I decided to take a smoke since I’m a tobacco addict.

Now it feels good. I did sleep whole day and withdrawal symptoms have kicked in. I told myself that I don’t want to feel it.

You smoke, then the withdrawal kicks in and then you smoke again.

Just like any tobacco addict. Maybe I’ll quit someday but sure not today.

I don’t like smoking. I just like easing my withdrawal symptoms.

I’m sure aware of what I’m doing. Can’t say that I’m not aware. I sure am.

But anyway. I’m going to die anyway either a smoker or either not.

I don’t regret smoking. I regret falling into the trap.