You can’t win this game. It’s impossible to win at games where the competition is high. Some people win, but most don’t.
Barely some people can be highly competitive.
I remember I played Diablo III, when I was in normal act 3, people were already beating the game on highest difficulty. I knew I can’t win this game.
But at least I was playing.
Fast forward to now: I don’t play games I can’t win at.