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Day: February 8, 2019

My quitting endeavour didn’t last long.

Man, it’s been 3 hours without smoking and now I know that I will be smoking again. It doesn’t take a long period of time to know if your ‘quit’ is successful.

Quitting smoking once again.

Today is 2019-02-08, just hour ago I became a non-smoker.

Every smoker knows how hard it is to quit smoking, but I don’t know how it will go, but I wanted to keep you updated with my status.

Maybe it will be couple of hours, maybe a day, maybe more. I just don’t know.

This psychical dependence drives me nuts.

I really want to quit smoking once and for all, but you know how it is.

You say you’ll quit and then you suck that little piece of shit.

I know, I’ve been quitting many times and every time is different.

Then there’s this mental dependence. It’s worse than psychical dependence.

There were times when I quit and had absolutely no withdrawal. I don’t know how it went, but there’s something with this withdrawal thing.

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