MonthJanuary 2019

Creative crisis.

Everytime I think of a new book. I can come up with a great title.

But when I actually sit down to write it – my stories end up with couple of thousands words – then I’m empty.

It’s easier to start a new novel than to finish an existing one.

This for me is a creative crisis.

Man I just don’t know how I wrote my first detective.

When it comes to writing long boring books – I’m empty.

It’s easier to write bullshit blog posts and pretend that I’m an awesome blogger.

Writing books is a hard task. It became extremely hard and I don’t believe that anyone can write a book. Sure anyone in theory, but not everyone practically.

It’s been since 2013 I last wrote something long. I just can’t and probably I don’t want it.

When there’s something good to write – it usually pops out by itself. You don’t have to force it. Fiction is hard, non fiction is harder. Bullshit blogging is easy.

I love blogging because it’s short and casual.

Personally I doubt I will ever write something long.

Permission to create shit.

When a young artist starts his long and disappointing journey to fame and glory, he might feel embarrassed by his first works.

That’s why I permit you to create shit. I know you don’t need permission but whatever man.

When you prohibit yourself from creating shit, you can’t just pop a masterpiece out of your ‘asshole’.

That said, like defecation sometimes it comes out just perfect because it comes out often.

The future of web writing.

Enough said. The future of web writing is going to be very sad.

Today people know how to read, but what we all read most of the time is garbage, garbage with no enduring value.

The posts about blogs, the posts about money – non of it has the enduring value.

When I read something. I want deep meaningful texts but to no surprise there are almost none in the surface of the web.

The future of writing is clickbait. Texts written in a way that delivers low or close to none value. Sure they’re good when you want to learn something.

But what if you want to read? Read a story, read some writers ramblings who wants to connect with the world.

Of course there are writers like me, who want to connect on a deeper level. But most nowaday writers want just a click on an ad. As if the text was just a place holder for the ad.

Everything could be much better.

If one starts a blog, it will take years if not decades for it to reach surface. Best writing is in the underground and it never sees the daylight.

Did you click on this post? I hope you did because the future of writing is very disappointing and I mean very.

The casual writer competes with pros who just want some clicks. When a new writer enters the writer sphere he most likely will be ignored by the majority.

History shows us that the best writers of the time were ignored by people and became famous only after their death. But now fame is rare, just because there’s this overload of information.

Sure it would be great to earn couple of cents from ads – but whatever man.

Today writers fulfil the search engine search query. This way they know that their texts will be seen by people. This way they know they’re fulfilling a demand.

Why write, if there’s no demand – right?

But there will never be a demand for the depths of your soul.

Some writers write to be discovered and some are discovered as writers.

The future of writing is very much dissapointing. When the AI becomes alive, there won’t be any need for writers, because the computer can generate best selling books in a couple of seconds.

But the computer, he has no soul, therefore human writing should be the most demanding skill you can have. Doesn’t matter if somebody reads it – they never do.

Good memories from GTA5.

Good, no comment.

Deluded generation.

These days everybody wants to be a celebrity with massive load of followers.

Everybody wants to be a singer, everybody wants to be a tv star, everybody wants to be a blogger, everybody wants to be somebody.

… and everyone wants to prove something.

Everybody’s pursuing cash, today everybody is a CEO even when their company doesn’t make profit.

Everybody’s a founder, everybody’s working hard.

Everybody wants the American dream, everybody wants some likes on food they just consumed.

Everybody’s deluded.

Or maybe I’m the one deluded, trying to prove a point with my blog.

But if I’m deluded, so must be everyone else is deluded because we are the same generation.

Just couldn’t do it.

I downloaded venom the movie and was thinking I should do movie reviews.

But watched 10 minutes of the movie and I realized – I can’t do it.

Sure I can do it, but I don’t want to.

I really don’t like watching movies because they take up so much time.

The web is full of reviews, why would the world want my review?

I don’t want to write the same things everybody else is writing.

Some ventures give no guarantees.

For example blogging. I’ve started my blog almost 3 months ago and the traffic it gets is ridiculous.

2 to 10 visits per day. This for a blogger is a ridiculous amount.

This blog has more than 300 posts and it gets a ridiculous amount of traffic.

The problem with blogs is that you have to market them. If for example I won’t market my blog – it will never be a success.

Blogging gives no guarantees to me, but I started this blog just as a diary. Why would I promote it? It doesn’t matter if i’ll promote.

If my articles are garbage, there’s no need to promote them because people will come and then bounce back.

To promote a blog – you have to write epic blog posts while, me, I write simple posts. As I told before – it’s a diary.

Seth told in his video.

That it doesn’t matter if anyone reads it, but if I will be persistent – some people will read it.

You know in this age, a book is written for one person, a blog is written for one person.

Blogging doesn’t give you any guarantees that you will be making money.

Sure it takes a lot of writing before your blog is successful.

It’s better to write one post and show it to 1000 people, than writing 1000 posts and showing them to one person.

In general I need at least 1000 views per day to earn 5$ with Google Ads.

As I told before I’m looking for things that are fun to do and blogging is one of them.

When I saw blogging I knew that I will be doing it sooner or later.

I wonder how my blog will turn out to be in 4 years, 8 years and 20 years.

If after 20 years of blogging I won’t make 400€ this means blogging is a really lame way to make money.

I don’t want to push out my content to people who don’t want to see it.

Organic growth is a long process when you don’t do seo and marketing.

There is no guarantees I will be making some cash. 🙂

What is love?

Love is probably not a feeling because most people mix love with lust.

Lust on the other hand is a feeling of high attraction.

While love is a complect of feelings such as responsibility and others.

Lust fades and love does not both are feelings of attraction.

The handshakes.

Rich people are doing handshakes while poor people don’t have anybody to do handshakes with.

Poor are getting poorer and rich are getting richer.

Nobody’s going to tell you where do you get your first apple to sell.

If you have an apple – you can do the handshake.

But if you don’t have an apple – nobody’s going to do handshakes with you.

Not typical results.

When you search up people who offer you the secrets of blogging, you may find guru’s who will charge you just so you could start a blog*

And their blog* is showing results that are not typical.

Man if I would pay money for blogging secrets – I sure don’t want typical results. I want results that aren’t typical.

Most guru’s will offer you the secrets, the same secrets that are online for free.

There’s an overload of information. And you have to be a dumbass to buy blogging secrets.

It’s easy with blogs. Write, Publish, Promote – easy as cake in theory, but there are countless of blog posts which offer you the ‘tools’ to make it online.

So what’s the secret? How is the majority of blogs not making cash?

The secret is that there’s an overload of information. The more information in written, spoken, visual style the less demand it has.

When something is oversupplied, like air – you can’t take cash for air, because it’s oversupplied. The same goes with water in some regions water is highly demanded while in other continents there’s oversupply of water. That’s why water costs nothing, just has the delivery cost.

There’s one million blog posts everyday, maybe even more. So your little blog is just a drop in the ocean. And there are companies that don’t want to show your blog in the search results.

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