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Day: January 23, 2019

Is TV costing nothing?

Me talking about the television. How TV is costing you your life.

Out of patience.

The Indeed.com pissed me off.

Motivation and hype.

When I stumble on a motivational video – I always get hyped. I mean always.

Videos inflict their on vision on you. Every single motivational video wants you to exercise. As if you can’t be successful while being fat. This is just nonsense.

I know some people who are fat and have a lot of euros in their pocket. It’s not fat that prohibits you from being successful

Over the years I’ve tried most things online and I’ve failed miserably. Nothing worked. Before I started my vlogs, one of my acquaintances told me that I won’t make it with these kinds of videos and he was right. He knew that the market wants something better than I’m producing. Thanks Erikas but I had to try it out.

PS: By the way you don’t have the https:// protocol.

Anyway. I was stubborn to try if my videos will do good, but it appeared Erikas was right.

Motivation on the other hand can boost you for a day, or for one hour. So it’s better not to watch motivational videos. You don’t need this hype.

Because when you’re hyped – you don’t act normal. The sense of self gets boosted as if you could climb all the mountains and walk around the earth. But that’s self-deception.

If we are so great, why don’t we do everything that’s necessary without the motivational video? As if the motivational video is a necessary part of our lives.

Motivation is for weak people and we are weak people if we watch the motivational video. I got a bit stronger – I tune out motivational videos when I see them because I don’t want to get hyped ever again.

The hype is like nonsense and most of the time it’s out of context with your life.

You don’t have legs and someone puts a running motivational video, you then begin to dream that someday your legs will grow and you will be running in the field. That’s nonsense. I don’t want to discourage everybody, but it’s really a nonsense way of viewing your life.

I don’t like when cripples tell normal people how great they are. In fact, when a cripple is talking about these wonderful things it makes me laugh, because if you’re a cripple you know you can’t do mostly anything. Because you require assistance in most things. People without arms and limbs can’t wipe their own ass and they’re talking these big and great visions on how they can become anybody they want. Whatever man. Nobody likes the truth.

You can call me an asshole but what’s true stays true.

In fact, without assistance we all can do so little. Because you can’t make a hollywood movie alone. You can’t do a lot of things, when you think about it.

If you’re disabled like me – don’t watch motivational videos, because you’ll get all hyped. Hyped for better future, hyped for better outcome during your life.

If you’re a healthy individual, go ahead and watch all those motivational videos. You’ll get hyped and still won’t produce any outcome. Motivation is a huge market, better be on the motivators side than mine. I’m not producing any income, while motivators produce thousands a year if not millions.

I’m done.

Real success isn’t for most of us.

There’s nothing bad to live a mediocre in other words ordinary life.

Ordinary life is so underrated as if people living mediocre lives aren’t living at all.

I don’t want to be a naysayer, but it’s better to live in the moment and not hope that someday you’re going to be successful.

Success and perfection requires a lot of preparation.

Back in 2013 I was popular but my fame faded after 15 minutes. Then everyone instantly forgot about me. If you can’t retain your fame – you won’t be popular.

Because truly successful people are both rich and famous and popular. The so called celebrities.

You can pursue the traits of success but if you are lazy – you won’t ever make it.

As I said: I don’t want to be a naysayer. I just want us both to live in reality and not in our abstract dreams.

People pick whom they want to listen. If you won’t become a viral star and retain your viewership – you won’t make it the second time or maybe you will, how the fuck I should know?

There are social trends and all people follow social trends, it’s the heard instinct. Social trends aren’t predictable. And of course one day you can be trending and the other day you won’t.

Everybody can be successful with the right content, but do you imagine how hard it is to create good content. I’ve been doing webcam show and my show has faded to simply posting nonsense.

In other words. Give the market what it wants and you’ll be successful. If you can give what the market wants, because most of us don’t have the technical skills to give the market what it wants.


I’m done here.


Sometimes I just want to quit.

I don’t know how long success takes but I sure want to quit all my endeavours.

Man doing things all by yourself is really hard. Nonetheless my content isn’t the best content out there.

While my blog is decent – my videos are so garbage. I now understand why people don’t watch them.

I realized that you can’t be successful while producing garbage but one man’s garbage is another man’s gold.

I’m feeling stuck. Sometimes it occurs to me that I should write a book but after my first two books failed + I don’t have an audience. I don’t know if I should write another book. Nobody’s going to read it.

I love creating content for the web and I know I should stick to the blog but man – not doing videos is hard because it became a habit.

If I stopped creating videos for people, some of the people would be upset. I need to make some cash with my content but my content is just a drop in the ocean.

I think I got to rethink some of my actions. Because most of my actions are fruitless and ineffective.

Sometimes I just want to quit.

But the american dream – work hard and you’ll become a millionaire. Sure this dream isn’t for me.

I live the Lithuanian dream – do nothing and get paid.

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