I’ve been emitting so much energy lately and yet, things barely change…

I wonder what causes the lag in the system, from causes I make to effects I receive.

I don’t know but everything should be near instantly.

I don’t think it takes years and years of emitting energy to receive some feedback.

PS. After writing my gratitude journal for 4 days I feel better, I have realized there is so much to know….

I realized I know less than 0.0000000000000000000000000000…01%, there truly is so much to know and it’s fascinating because the person can learn as much as he can and never figure it all out…