So, it’s time to drink my meds.

Cisordinol 20 mg and Hedonin 25 mg.

Also it would be nice to pee. Wait a second…

So, I peed, drink my meds, sipped some coffee and now I’m in bed.

You know I realized that everything is possible, but not for me.

This scarcity in my pocket is driving me nuts. Why life just can’t be abundant…

So, content business is probably the toughest industry known to mankind.

As there is abundance of content, and all that content just stacks up.

But there is limited amount of attention.

People don’t sit online 24/7 and read content. People’s attention and attention span is limited.

You can write 10 million word book, you can, but that doesn’t mean that anyone is going to read through it. So it’s basically waste of time and effort.

I have so much content that is basically unseen. Even this blog is mostly unread.

So why people keep stacking content that gets basically no views?

Soon the point of content will be just to create it, rather than get it seen.

Even nowadays most online content just exists without any views. When you see some content with views, it’s just the top of the top of the top of the iceberg. Most content created doesn’t get any views. And yet, people expect to make money with content. That’s just nonsense.

So, when I lurk online a lot, most of the day, when I’m not sleeping.

I often get this phrase: most people this, most people that.

How do we even know what most people think, do and are struggling with?

How do we even know this?

Personally I think, that people don’t understand life. That’s why we have science and all this stuff, they say everything is made out of atoms, but most people haven’t seen the atom, so how do they know this? How do we know what most people know?

I didn’t see an atom. It’s very complex, you know all life is very complex. It’s a complex system that doesn’t give a fuck about us. It is indifferent to our needs and our desires.

The Andromeda Galaxy is going to blast us all away, well they say that after 3 million years. I probably will be long gone.

Most people this, some minority that.

Anyway, all I know that most people are not rich, they show it via stats. This is how I know it.

But stats, just take some minor group and then they predict that everybody is this or that.

There are different continents, different religions, different philosophies. So you can firmly say that most people are just part of some minorities.

So we shouldn’t say most people, we should say: some people like this, some people like that.

This way it would be OK!

Time to grab my coffee and publish this blog post. Hurrah!

So, I don’t know what to do, what to make. So, I’m thinking about making some evening coffee and sipping through it!

Don’t you love that evening coffee, although coffee has caffeine and causes poor sleep, but whatever.

I think we should now make some coffee, tune in to some favorite music and just relax and chill out.

Anyway, there’s nothing better to writing and reading a blog. Only handful of people read my shit, but that’s OK!

I’m not here to get billions of views, although that probably would make me rich. 😀

So, nicotine, who doesn’t love it.

As I walked around I saw so many smokers, probably half of my neighborhood smokes.

They’re just puffing that shit.

I’m also chemically dependent on nicotine, and over the years my brain changed so that I just can’t feel normal without nicotine.

So, I guess I will have to be always spraying the spray.

Look, I’m now trying to move away from smoking to spray. And it’s not easy or simple as it sounds. In theory it’s simple: don’t smoke and spray the spray.

But with all this schizo going on, it’s really tough.

You are probably not interested, but smoking and nicotine are chemical dependencies. We’re dependent not only on nicotine, but also to the fact of smoking. We need to puff that shit.

So quitting nicotine is as hard as quitting smoking. Probably quitting smoking is harder than quitting nicotine. Anyway, I don’t know…

So, I was sipping the tea, I’m finishing it slowly.

Also, today in the morning I coughed heavily from smokes,so later today I decided to give another go at Nicorette Coolmint. I have two unopened bottles, and one opened. I didn’t spray it much, so it should last for another 3-4 days.

Overall doing good, my mood is nice. Nobody has pissed me off today.

Yeah, you know the comments are off, so nobody can literally piss me off.

So, anyway.

I would like to make some coin blogging, but I don’t want to write the way all money making blogs are written, so I think there will be no money in this blog.

Although I have it connected to stripe. I don’t know if I should let it run ads next month. I will try, but whatever. Who cares about money? Right? Money is for posers and merchants.

If you would want to contribute to this blog, you can always make a donation.

If you are willing to give – I am willing to take. Otherwise I will have to show ads and all that shit.

So, hello, guys, – I made another cup of tea. Finished the coke and the chips.

Now I lurk on the computer and listen to music.

Yesterday my mom traveled to Riga, Latvia and she should be home today at 11 PM.

So I am waiting for her.

Next month I’m receiving my disability check on July 13, because July 12 is Sunday.

They don’t pay on Saturdays and Sundays.

So, it’s 26 more days until my disability check, or should I call it my salary.

Because I work for free and get money for free, because I have disability.

Many people would love me work for free, and not get disability, but fuck them.

I’m monetized, but indirectly… 😀

So, I was in the drug store and got my Nicorette Coolmint.

Also, I asked for Cisordinol and Hedonin, but they were out of Cisordinol and Hedonin costed: around 26€-27€. So, I didn’t buy it because I didn’t have the money.

Going to wait until my mom gets it for me.

Also was in the kiosk and bought 0.5 Liter of Coca Cola and some Taffel chips.

So, now I will be drinking coke and eating chips. Still listening to Vortex Involute.

So, the road to all your dreams begins with making more content. Not some fluff posts, but more decent content that people are willing to read.

Most bloggers give up on their 3rd month. So you can’t make a lot of content in just 3 months.

If you want to make money from your blog someday, then you need to be stacking content 24/7 and target random keywords.

Most blogs fail because they don’t have enough content or their content is shit.

I still have 2 sprays, but ordered another one.

Time to go on the sprays. It’s not smart to smoke.

So, this spray should be in a couple of days. Also have a prescription for Cisordinol and Hedonin.

So, you know.