Vygintas Varnas

So, yesterday was the first day I’m down to 25 mg Quetiapine, the drug is called Hedonin.

I didn’t notice much difference, but I got sedated less. 25 mg didn’t knock me out. So that’s nice.

Overall I’m doing great – it’s 7th year I’m nuthouse free. It’s good to not be hospitalized.

Also, today I slept very good, but not long. It will probably take me a few weeks before I’m fully adapted to 25 mg rather than 200 mg.

Also today I’m feeling somewhat tired, probably need to take a nap, because I usually sleep during the day.

I drink Quetiapine before sleep at around 8 PM.

So, we chilled with my friend. Drank some coffee, smoked some cigarettes and cigarillos.

Listened to music and now he went home.

Pretty solid meet.

And now I’m back to blogging. I don’t know what I will be writing in the next blog posts.

So, my friend is coming over, but he said he will not drink any beer.

We will chill at my place for a few hours.

So, I ordered 10 cans of beer.

I probably will finish 1-2 cans, won’t drink everything today.

So far today day is going great, almost wasted my disability check, don’t have much money left.

Now I will be drinking beer, listening to music, maybe writing a few more blog posts, you know the usual.

Drinking, some of us love it, some of us hate it.

But there’s one thing in common, when you have some alcohol, you will have a headache the next day when you sober up.

So, if you want to not have a headache the next day, drink 1-2 liters of water after drinking or during drinking.

Headache starts when your body is dehydrated, alcohol even while being a fluid flushes fluids from your body. That’s why it’s important to be hydrated after drinking or before going to bed.

The Wikipedia makes millions from donations, so you need a high operating website with a lot of traffic, think millions per day, then you had a chance, but for most mortals making a full time income via donations is not possible.

It’s because you can’t produce vast amount of content alone. Then you can’t attract millions of visitors onto your website.

Donations are the most unreliable source of income.

Sure, you can make some money, but not full time income, I make money from donations, but I make like 5€-10€ in a span of 3-6 months.

For me donations were the best source of income, although the aren’t predictable or reliable. But I also didn’t reach huge amounts of users, my engagement and reach is pretty low.

Matrix is just a term for a place where something develops.

So, yeah we are definitely living in a Matrix just to be clear it is not in a computer simulation, but in something stronger than computer like God’s simulation.

Many people still don’t know anything about the Matrix, or even don’t believe it. It’s a unordinary world with much stuff to be yet discovered.

All this Matrix works as a system, on autopilot. You can sit and do nothing, the Matrix still would work, so there is nobody controlling this system it works by itself.

If you want to quit your job, the first thing is to make another source of income, most people are stuck in their jobs because they don’t have any source of income. If people had another source of income, maybe even multiple nobody would work.

There are many ways to make another source of income, for me it’s a disability check so I don’t depend on work like most people, I can afford to blog and make some cents here and there.

If you want another source of income, you can make a blog as a business to generate some or full time income, it’s possible but not easy.

When you are away from a job, work on another source of income in your spare time.

No, you don’t need a job in a traditional sense, but you need income of some sort. Many people are stuck in jobs because they don’t know how to make money on their own and independently away from job.

There are really few ways to make money:

• Time for Money
• Skills for Money
• Money for Money
• Business for Money

These are the main ways to make money, of course you could gamble or win the lottery but the odds are very low.

Problems with jobs are that you don’t get money when you don’t work, so it’s better to build a blog as a business because blogs work 24/7 and might generate some income on the side, but it’s not passive income as many people think just because you need fucking load of content.

I been making money from donations and over the period 10-15 years I made just 2000€ in donations.

So to keep this post short I can say that donations are not a reliable source of income, unless you have huge loyal audience, which most people do not have.

As from my experience you need 100K views to just get one donation. You would be making more money via ads if you would be monetized.

If you are starting content creation for fun, sure you can ask for donations, but it will be little 5-10€ and very rare. At least in Lithuania where donation culture is something new.