As some of you know, I have issues with sleep.

So, to avoid wondering whether a drink has caffeine or not, I decided to ditch everything except water.

The primary reason is to improve my sleep—and maybe my skin, because I also have scalp psoriasis or something similar.

Then later, when I’m truly caffeine-free, I will stop taking quetiapine.

So that’s that!

I got hungry, so I decided to make four slices of baguette toast.

I have so much to do that it’s insane.

I have a daily blog to write, I need to stop smoking, and I need to lose some weight. Unfortunately, I can’t do it all at once.

So that’s that.

Two of my toasts are ready, and by the time I finish this post, the other two will be ready.

So, I want to grow my hair and beard out and see how I look.

I have some scalp baldness, but I’m cool with it.

I usually shave everything off every month or so, but now I don’t want to.

I’d look sexy with my grown-out hair and beard, like a Viking.

I have two monitors to dispose of, a USB air blower, and a Wacom drawing tablet.

I no longer need them, so I’m thinking of taking them outside and putting them in a nice place.

They’re just clutter for me. I don’t need them, and I don’t think I ever will.

They say blogs are for experts.

But what is an expert? An expert is a person who is just a little bit better than you.

But for the most part, why be an expert in the first place? Sure, people pay enormous amounts of money for expertise, but that most likely won’t happen to you.

Everyone is an expert in some way. If you’ve lived into your 40s, 50s, 60s, 70s, or 80s, you definitely have some expertise, even if nobody pays you.

Besides, two different people doing the same thing often experience different results.

So, have you noticed that the feed never stops? Yeah, too many people create content and expect millions of views, but that’s not happening because attention is scarce online.

The internet already has enough content, but if you have nothing else to do, you can keep adding more to the pile.

The reality is that most pieces of content don’t get many views—attention is distributed unevenly.

You can’t fail in life if you don’t compete with other people.

There are many people who have different challenges than I do.

You don’t fail in life if you don’t make a million dollars with your blog.

Failing is mostly not an option in life.

As long as you enjoy your own company and enjoy life, you’re doing okay. There’s no need to achieve the most spectacular things.

I tried suicide once; I didn’t like it.

It was an impulse, and as far as I can recall, I was drunk.

So, the way I tried to do it was by taking every pill I found in the house. It didn’t work, and now I’m glad.

Now I like living and whatnot—I have blogs to write. Don’t attempt suicide; it’s often an impulse that passes if you don’t act on it.

So, as you’ve noticed, I don’t write long blog posts, and I do it on purpose.

Long blog posts suck!

So my blog is and will be easy to read and digest.

No need to write long tirades of text.

Every time I go for a smoke, I see those pigeons on my balcony. Sometimes they fight, sometimes they just chill, and sometimes they mate and lay eggs.

So, it’s a nice view.

At first, I was like, “WTF, pigeons on my balcony?” But now I’m cool with them living there. And the best part is that they’re not in a cage—they’re living in the wild and choosing my balcony as their home. That’s nice.