Vygintas Varnas

YouTube is search-based platform, if users can’t find your videos via search, then most likely there won’t be much views after the initial new video boost. People aren’t watching videos there unless it’s very quality video. Only the 1% of creators get views and the rest just suck dick and work for free to benefit the platform.

So, if you are serious about making content go http://www.yourdomain.com and post there, pay for hosting and don’t benefit Google.

Many people start YouTube and after few videos they realize they don’t even like YouTube.

YouTube is based on high engagement and it’s a cold platform, it doesn’t reward art, creativity and experiments, all they do is maximize engagement, if your videos fail to get engagement from early viewers, then the boost stops and impressions drop. This happens to 99% of videos. So posting videos on YouTube is just a waste of time for small creators because you are too small for YouTube to even care about you and your content. Besides the ad revenue is ridiculously low for the amount of views you get. Also to note, the 1000 sub and 4000 watch hours and 10 million short views requirement is just insane.

Generally speaking – YouTube doesn’t want to pay you money and they want all the benefits to them. I posted 40000 videos online and didn’t receive a single paycheck from those videos from all platforms.

For YouTube 99% of videos ad revenue stacks up. So they make money from your effort, but don’t reward you fairly.

So, if you’re an aspiring YouTuber, there’s a good chance that you will be doing free labor.

So, I won’t be doing videos.

Last video I did was a just a test on embedding.

I want to make publishing easier, not harder, also don’t want to depend on YouTube. As a platform – YouTube sucks, nobody is watching videos there, well, maybe a few views, but not high money earning views.

So, I had a sleep and just woke up. Smoked a cigarillo and now I’m again online.

Will be finishing my coffee, grabbing another cigarillo and doing my business online.

This video just me just after waking up.

So, yesterday was the first day I’m down to 25 mg Quetiapine, the drug is called Hedonin.

I didn’t notice much difference, but I got sedated less. 25 mg didn’t knock me out. So that’s nice.

Overall I’m doing great – it’s 7th year I’m nuthouse free. It’s good to not be hospitalized.

Also, today I slept very good, but not long. It will probably take me a few weeks before I’m fully adapted to 25 mg rather than 200 mg.

Also today I’m feeling somewhat tired, probably need to take a nap, because I usually sleep during the day.

I drink Quetiapine before sleep at around 8 PM.

So, we chilled with my friend. Drank some coffee, smoked some cigarettes and cigarillos.

Listened to music and now he went home.

Pretty solid meet.

And now I’m back to blogging. I don’t know what I will be writing in the next blog posts.

So, my friend is coming over, but he said he will not drink any beer.

We will chill at my place for a few hours.

So, I ordered 10 cans of beer.

I probably will finish 1-2 cans, won’t drink everything today.

So far today day is going great, almost wasted my disability check, don’t have much money left.

Now I will be drinking beer, listening to music, maybe writing a few more blog posts, you know the usual.

Drinking, some of us love it, some of us hate it.

But there’s one thing in common, when you have some alcohol, you will have a headache the next day when you sober up.

So, if you want to not have a headache the next day, drink 1-2 liters of water after drinking or during drinking.

Headache starts when your body is dehydrated, alcohol even while being a fluid flushes fluids from your body. That’s why it’s important to be hydrated after drinking or before going to bed.

The Wikipedia makes millions from donations, so you need a high operating website with a lot of traffic, think millions per day, then you had a chance, but for most mortals making a full time income via donations is not possible.

It’s because you can’t produce vast amount of content alone. Then you can’t attract millions of visitors onto your website.

Donations are the most unreliable source of income.

Sure, you can make some money, but not full time income, I make money from donations, but I make like 5€-10€ in a span of 3-6 months.

For me donations were the best source of income, although the aren’t predictable or reliable. But I also didn’t reach huge amounts of users, my engagement and reach is pretty low.

Matrix is just a term for a place where something develops.

So, yeah we are definitely living in a Matrix just to be clear it is not in a computer simulation, but in something stronger than computer like God’s simulation.

Many people still don’t know anything about the Matrix, or even don’t believe it. It’s a unordinary world with much stuff to be yet discovered.

All this Matrix works as a system, on autopilot. You can sit and do nothing, the Matrix still would work, so there is nobody controlling this system it works by itself.